close to God? Hmmmm
What does it take to be close to God? Sometimes I wonder. Do you sometimes feel like you’ll go through a period where you don’t feel him at all? Like you’re praying to something or someone who might not actually be there? And then sometimes you feel like you’re right in front of him and are looking him in the face. I go through that all the time.
Why is that? I guess part of it is obvious; I can’t see him and I can’t hear him. But then, I KNOW he’s there because I’ve felt that and seen things that could only have been him. So why can’t I have that feeling of his presence all the time? I think someone told me before that I needed to read the Bible more and then I would feel his presence. Tried that, doesn’t work. Someone told me I needed to pray more. That’s good but doesn’t always solve the problem. Hmm maybe this is the never ending question. I know this is a little deep for a blog. But it’s what I was thinking about today.
