poops, giggles and huh?

I was talking with Susan. Mostly talking to just hear myself talk. I was buzzed again (rum and coke) and was reminiscing about friends. I realized that I don’t have that many close friends anymore. I made some great friends in China. A big part of that reason was because I lived with so many people. I mean, we all lived in different apartments but we worked together and hung out together. I made a lot of good friends at Bob Jones. Although I might not have become such good friends with these people under normal circumstances, I was forced to get to know them and adapt to them because we all lived together. I guess this is why I don’t have any close friends here in New Jersey, other than Susan. I wish I could keep in closer contact with all those old friends that meant so much to me. But, it’s nearly impossible. We are all scattered around the globe or at the very least in different states. Maybe that’s why I want to travel and see different places so much. I think I’m afraid of growing old sooner than I expect without any good friends. It’s a lonely thought and I don’t want it to happen.

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